So close to snowboarding season and i am stoked on life! I am doing cross training on sunday, and it will be dope! All my focus and energy is going to go into snowboarding and my two classes that i am going to be in, i seriously cant wait! Competing for Usasa and wanting to go full on in boarder cross gets me exsited! My love for snowboarding is always growin!
Peace and Love <3
Jordan is all i am thinking about. I stuck around and went through the hard times with him, and it is really hard when your parents want different. Of course i am in love with him, and fell back in love. But i don’t like it when he isn’t calling me or texting me. I am sick of all the times i look at my phone and it is not him. All i want to do is just love him and be there for him, and have him do the same for me. He quit drugs, and stopped drinking alcohol, he pretty much is changing his life. But when he doesn’t give me the attention i need, it really frustrates me. He promised me he wont drop off the face of the earth, and i promised i would be there for him. But he isn’t showing me that he is here. I don’t know if i am being over protective, or obsessive. Give me harsh criticism.
> Love and Peace
October 2012,
I want to hold your hand, and lets listen to our favorite band, your so far away, come closer my baby, kiss me one more time, like in that night, you whispered in my ear, hey…i love you my dear, i can feel your hand on my cheeck, and your lips pressed against mine, i am a murder of love, with the insanity around, i know where bound to be, open up your eyes and see the misk of darkness ahead, look a little further, and there is a little light, and ill follow you into the dark.
